miss7seas

08:11 pm: It's been a long time.......
Hey all...it's been a while. Just wanted to start things off by telling you all that I miss you terribly...but I love the Navy...I love what I do and although I may complain about it from time to time...I love Greece. Never in my life did I ever think I'd be here and get PAID to live here! It's a conspiracy I tell you. I wish I could have packed you all up in my seabag and taken you with me.....it would make things go by a lot faster here. Start saving your money and come visit me...I may get extended another 6 months here...which mean, another Christmas and birthday away from you guys. Anyways I'll be posting pictures soon-that way you all can see how beautiful it is here and see how hot I look in my camoflauge uniform and M-16...hehe-yes that's right..they give ME a gun(2 actually) Crazy bastards! lol...alright well I'll see you all soon hopefully (I'm pushing for leave in APRIL....keep your fingers crossed) XOXO

01:51 am: WTF?????
AS IF I'M NOT SCARED ENOUGH ABOUT GOING......

What is Your Destiny? by Valcion
Name
Color
Birthday
Destiny	Die in the middle of war
Date when you fufill your destiny	January 11, 2013
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02:26 pm: Oh the places I have been...


create your own personalized map of the USA
or write about it on the open travel guide


Mind you..I haven't even been to basic yet and these are all the places I have been. This is going to be a fun life for me....I'm hoping by 25 to have seen all 50 states PLUS some foreign countries. I'll keep you updated.

09:50 pm: "I said there is no reason for my fears......"
Hmm...well we're down to the wire now. 6 days and counting. Fucking scary shit I tell you. I want this, I really do....but it's going to suck leaving everyone behind. Especially a certain somebody...someone that I am finally getting a chance to know...and just as things are starting to progress. Oh well, if its meant to be...it'll happen and he'll wait for me. We'll see...Anyways, I'm going to bed. Peaz y'all!

02:36 pm: Oh so blue.....
Yea..I know I haven't written in a while..oh well. I have a lot of shit to get done in the next 11 days so this is probably going to be my last livejournal...at least until October. So...just to let you all know. I'll miss you all. Keep in touch...Call and get my address from my parents :) Love you all! Peaz

BLUE You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

09:32 pm: Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me?
Why do guys play head games? Can someone PLEASE tell me.....I don't even know what to think anymore about certain people. I know I shouldn't let it get to me...but it does-fucking sucks....

02:01 pm: OMG-I am so McGuyver!

♥Thara and ♥BL

Doing their best to have a pair of rockin' girls. Enjoy it when they read, except after meals, and after MacGyver. Make beautiful music together. Are the envy of all.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

FOR ALL OF YOU WHO KNOW MY MCGUYVER STORY...THIS IS FOR YOU...LOL

01:59 pm: So...yeah!

This is how a fucking gangsta rolls.. by starlitelily
gangsta name
gangsta job	shooter
your fucking problem	wanted felon
# of times you ran from the cops	5
your saying	you don't wanna step to this
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06:14 pm: "seven years went under the bridge, like time standing still..."
Well...I'm sitting here. Still sick as a dog, but happy that I have a doctors appt tomorrow to see what the fuck is wrong with me. No comments please..LOL. Anyways, tomorrow night is the WPI frat party that Andrea and I are going to. A really cute boy is going to be there, so hopefully I'll get some lovin'..hehe. I'll keep ya posted on that. Ok enough of this writing stuff. I have to go nap-I feel like I'm going to die.

09:08 pm: Blah...
Yuck, I feel lousy. This cold will not go away. I think it's stress related. Hopefully the doctor will find out why its sticking around for so long and give me something for it. I'm sick of not sleeping because of this god damn cough. I need some good cough syrup-perhaps something with codeine..he he. Alright thats my bitch fest for the night. I'll write more later...Peaz....

04:41 pm: "Get into the groove..."
Want to know what makes me mad? The fact that there are 2 awesome people coming to concert in my area this summer and I won't be here to enjoy them....for those of you that don't know who I am talking about....Madonna hits the Centrum on June 27th and Prince is here in August....arghhh..lol. If anyone is going let me know...cuz I want DETAILS.

12:53 pm: *~Why do I do these things?~*
Last night was ok-but stuff happened that never should have and now I have regrets...fucking a.....(a kiss is a kiss is a kiss-bullSHIT) my dreams sucked last night, I woke up enraged and wanting to hurt someone...and now I have a headache...This is going to be a lovely Saturday-I can tell. If it gets any better, I'll keep you posted.

06:41 pm: Me Mither and Fither are Irish....
Top O'the mornin' to ya.....Erin Go Bragh...Happy St. Patrick's Day-ok I think I covered them all. Hope y'all had a great St. Patty's Day...mine went well...and hopefully it will get better as the night progresses-Erika and I are going for our annual O'Connor's feast-yummy. We're gonna get so fat off of potato pizza and guinness draft :) Fun times. I'm gonna miss this when I'm gone. So this year will have to be memorable. Anyways I have to get dressed now. So I'll leave you with some Irish songs: Me Mither and Fither are Irish. Me Mither and Fither are Irish. Me Mither and Fither are Irish and I am Irish too. The pig in the parlor is Irish, the pig in the parlor is Irish, the pig in the parlor is Irish and I am Irish too.-Yes I am! hehe. ok and for the grand finale: We know a girl named Margaret Finnegan, she has whiskers on her chin-egan...one fell off and then grew in-egan..poor old Margaret Finnegan-begin-egan......Ireland Forever!

08:43 pm: Sad...
I'm feeling really sad right now. It came on all of a sudden. Maybe it's because I'm listening to old school jams that remind me of easier times in my life...I dunno. Just thought I'd throw that out there. I think the reasoning behind my sadness is the fact that I met with my recruiter today~that always does it. I don't know if its because I know that this man "owns" me somewhat and he is partially responsible for what my life is about to become. I dunno. We had a really decent meeting today though, can't complain. I now have a better understanding as to what to expect when I leave for boot camp. But he also informed me that I will not be able to come home after boot camp-I'll be shipped directly out to my A-school in San Antonio Texas- so that means, I won't be coming home again until October...CrAzY shit I tell ya. Oh well, it will all be worth it. He also explained to me the advancement opportunities that I could possibly be up for-2 weeks prior to shipping out I have to go in and tell them the 11 general orders from memory, rank and recongnition and all that other happy horseshit. If I do that successfully-I'll be promoted to E-2 (more $$) then, while in boot camp I have the opportunity to become an E-3 (even MORE $$) and finally if that happens, once I finish my A school I'll be an E-4...all of this within 6 months of joining. Cross your fingers for me. One positive thing he discussed with me was where I would like to be stationed....oh JOY! I had plenty to tell him there. I told him for National bases I would either like: Tennessee, Virginia or Louisiana and for International( which he says I have a better opportunity for because of my rate (job)-Naples, Italy; Spain, or Japan. So we'll see what happens. I'll keep you all posted. Toodles for now..thanks for listening. ~*Peace*~

06:13 pm: Survey....I'm bored...
START
What time is it?: 6:14 p.m

What is the date?: March 16, 2004
Why are you filling this out? Cuz I'm bored...
YOU:

Full name: Thara J Arnold (only a select few know what the J is for)
Do you like it?: It's alright
Nicknames: T, TJ, Tash, Taj
Age: 23-yeah I'm old
DOB: feb 26
Height: 5'4
Hair color: brown-dark
Eye color: green-gray
Where do you live?: woosta mass
Do you like it there?: it's not that bad
Why/Why not: umm I dunno
Where were you born?: woosta


FAVORITES
Number: 3
Color: Purple
Holiday: Halloween
Sport: Baseball....
Drink: Hmm for non alchi-I'd say diet pepsi, for alchi-captain morgans
Dessert: cheesecake
CD: Too many to name
Movie: Check above answer
Animal: I love turtles :)
Flower: Pansies
Underwear: Haha, umm I have 150 pairs to choose from so...I dunno
State (that you've been to): I love Texas!
FRIENDS
Do you get along with people easily?: Yup
Why?: Cuz I'm bloody fantastic that's why!
Who have you known the longest?: Michelle
Who do you dislike the most?: Haha I won't go there
Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?: No comment
Loudest: Michelle
Funniest: Becky G
Quietest: Umm...Jess
Sweetest: They all are
Most caring: Again, they all are
Most understanding: same as above
Kinkiest: hahahahahahhaha.......me?
Best dressed: We all dress pretty hot!
Biggest flirt: ME
Most likely to have a 2 year relationship: Michelle
Cutest couple: Andrea and a certain someone :)
Most loyal: they all are
LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS
Do you have a bf/gf?: No
If so, who?: no but I have a crush
How long have you liked your bf/gf/crush?: About a year
What about them do you like so much?: I don't really know...
What is their strongest quality?: Funny
Weakest quality?: I dunno
What physical feature attracted you to them first?: Eyes
What was your longest relationship?: 6 months
Shortest: Umm 2 weeks...
Who was your first love? James
Most recent kiss: I won't go there....
PAST
If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why?: That last kiss....
Do you have any regrets?: that last kiss....
Last thing you said: "I'm putting the cakes in"
Last song you heard: Saint and Sailors-Dashboard Confessional
Last person you talked to: Makayla

FUTURE
How old will you be when you graduate high school?: I was 18
Are you going to get married?: Eventually
If so, who?: No clue
Are you going to have children?: Perhaps
Do you want to go to college?: While I'm in the Navy I will
Which college: Anyone will be fine with me
HAVE YOU EVER
Drank: i have
Smoked: yup
Skinny Dipped: yes
Been high: Nope
Stole: hahah nah
Punched your sibling/parent: haaaa yeah ..
Wished you'd die: yup
Tried to commit suicide: daily! haha no
Broken a bone: yes
Driven illegally: hahah yeah

FINISH
What time is it?: 6:28
What is the date?: March 16
Why did you just do this?: umm . . . good question.

If I were a month I would be: July
If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: 1 a.m
If I were a planet I would be: Venus
If I were a sea animal I would be: sea turtle
If I were a direction I would be: diagonal...
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: Ottoman?
If I were a historical figure I would be: I dunno...

If I were a liquid I would be: water of course
If I were a tree, I would be: Redwood
If I were a bird, I would be: I hate birds
If I were a tool, I would be: A hoe?
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Tulip or pansy
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Sunny, and 80 degrees
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Drums
If I were an animal, I would be: Sea turtle
If I were a color, I would be: Purple
If I were an emotion, I would be: Hmm I dunno
If I were a vegetable, I would be: Broccoli
If I were a sound, I would be: Waves crashing....

If I were an element, I would be: Titanium
If I were a car, I would be: Black BMW-leather interior.
If I were a song, I would be: Saints and Sailors-Dashboard Confessional

If I were a movie, I would be directed by: Quentin Tarantino
If I were a book, I would be written by: Stephen King

If I were a food, I would be: A cheesecake

If I were a place, I would be: Naples, Italy (going there soon baby)
If I were a material, I would be: Cotton
If I were a taste, I would be: Cotton candy, sweetie go, let me see that tootsie roll...lol I dunno.
If I were a scent, I would be: victoria secret heavenly

If I were a religion, I would be: buddhist

If I were a word, I would be: Supercalafragilisticexpialadocious(SP?)
If I were a body part I would be: Eyes
If I were a facial expression I would be: A scowl
If I were a subject in school I would be: Chemistry
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Strawberry Shortcake
If I were a shape I would be: Oblong
If I were a number I would be: 3 or 69 :)

09:06 pm: Soon....
Alright, so I have a little over 40 days left here in wonderful Massachusetts. And to be honest, I'm scared shitless. I cannot believe what I am about to do....I'm about to leave home for God knows how long and do God knows what. Scary....but I can manage. There are so many things that I have to do to prepare myself. There are also so many people I have to say goodbye to and that is going to be the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. I think the person I am going to miss the most is my little brother...it's going to be just him at home now...that'll be weird for him I'm sure. Him and I have never been apart..and even though we fight like cats and dogs...I'll still miss him. Hopefully he feels the same. Alrighty well, I'll end this before I start crying...

05:17 pm: Blah
I have such a headache right now. Maybe its because I haven't eaten anything but a twix bar all day (really healthy Thara..yeah I know) I just got off the phone with my recruiter, and next month I have to go for my 30 day drug test. Meaning: I have 30 days left until I leave for boot camp and they want to make sure everything is ok. He asked how I was and I told him everything was perfect; that I'm still maintaining my weight and I'm staying out of trouble (like I got into any before..lol). He seems to be happy with my progress. I guess you could say I'm happy too..although today I had a mini anxiety attack while passing out the invitations for my party. Hopefully that'll pass soon. I'm going to go lie down now. I'll write more later. Peace homes!

07:32 pm: Can you please tell me why?
Could someone please tell me why I can't find a boyfriend? Why is it so easy for others and so difficult for me? I'm not a bad person..I'm not ugly by no means. Plus I have a lot going for me. I'm an independent woman, with my own car, my own money, my own interests, ideas and my own thoughts...do you think guys are threatened by that? I'm beginning to think they are. But let me tell you...there is no way in hell I am going to end up like other girls who mooch off of others, who always say "Well I dont know, what you YOU want to do?"...or things like "Can I borrow this and that?" Screw that! I'd rather be alone than lose my self worth like that...If you have any thoughts, feel free to write to me..Peace homes...

10:08 pm: Just a thought...
Ok well...here it is...10 past 10 on a sunday night and I'm online. The only reason I'm on is because I can't sleep. I have too much on my mind. This whole Navy thing is bugging the piss out of me. I leave in less than 3 months...for god knows how long. I'm scared. I've never been away from my family for longer than a week...this is going to be so hard. I have no doubt that I'll do great and that I'll pass with flying colors...maybe get a little promotion out of it...but its just the fact that I'm going to be away for so long...and when I get back, things are going to be so different. No no no...I can't think like this...things are going to be much better for me. I'm going to better my life and do something meaningful, I can't keep thinking about all the negative stuff..I have to start thinking about the positive....So I'm going to weigh the pros and cons....
pros: traveling
free housing, food
awesome benefits
meeting great and exciting people
seeing the entire world by the age of 25 possibly
cons: leaving my family and friends
coming back and things being really different
5 years of my life...gone

12:14 pm: oh what a night....
I love Sh Booms....I really truly do. Last night my friend Ryan(girl) and I went downtown to do some dancing. We had a blast. It was packed last night...unfortunately there weren't many hot guys...except for some of my friends that were there :) So at least I got my flirting fix with them..hehe. Anyways, we danced, we drank...all in all a great night. Some guy even bought me a drink. Maybe because I was looking extra hot that night. The only thing that pissed me off about last night was the fact that I ran into girls I went to high school with...I hate when that happens....one of them was nice but the other acted as if she didn't even know me...even though we were cool in high school ya know? Oh well, I didn't let it put a damper on my night. Alright well thats enough for now. I'll write more later...